Thursday, April 30, 2009

Politics

My definition of Politics : Poli or Poly meaning many. And Tics as in blood sucking creatures.

Enough said.

*laughs* Love ya'll.

Sorry

'Sorry has a meaning but yet it doesnt mean a thing.'

What does sorry really mean? I sympathize. I apologise. We say sorry for our mistakes, for our wrong actions. We say sorry to someone who is hurt in a way to let them know that we are there to listen or that we care. Some say sorry that someting went wrong or something was said that shouldn't have been. But most of the time, when is it ever really meant?

In this day of age, saying sorry is a reaction. It's a simple reflex. Someone complains about something we say "I'm sorry." But it isnt really meant. If you're behavior is out of line or blowing through the roof, sorry is said but not meant. As kids, when you apoligised for a mistake or for crossing a line, did you really mean it? Of couse we didnt mean it as kids. We had fun in the time that we made those bad choices. We vented. We werent sorry.

So yes, if you looked sorry up in the dictionary it would give you a definition, a meaning. But the way we put it into sentences in an everyday kind of thing, it isnt meant. On rare occasions if someone's loved one died, we'd sympathise. We would say sorry and that we understand. In that case it is sincere. But for the most part when it is said over five dozen times a day, it isnt meant.

Another thing, is when someone says they're sorry, it means it wont happen again. For instance, you make a mistake. You say sorry for your mistake and move on. And most of the time, the mistake reoccures. Sorry was never meant.

'Sorry has a meaning yet it doesnt mean a thing.'

Reason for Realization

Have you ever found yourself with a deep thought? Or realization if you will? Or if you want even bigger words, an apiphany? Well, on a regular basis, I do. I find myself deep in thought. Closer to a trance than anything else. But still, I end up having a phrase or a line running through my head. I realize things of truth in the world around me. Sometimes involving others and their issues and pains and giddyness. But sometimes, most of the time, it's just for me. In a way, most of the time, these phrases or lyrics or lines are put into poems that go into more detail and tell a story. But I often find myself unable to put a story to a certain line. So I thought, why not make a blog? Just have quotes, most invented by my own apiphanies, but others found in lyrics or on some other site of my interests. So this site is inevitably, a place for me to put my words. So I never forget. As a warning, most are depressing or dark. But it is what you get when you suppress your emotions, right? There is a flaw, or hole, in my masks and walls. What slips through are sentences or the occasional "Oh my GOD. That line (in some song) is exactly what happened or how I feel, " ect. You get my point. So look upon my deep thoughts as you will. These are posted up for your viewing so dont you dare feel guilty for getting inside my head, 'cause, in a way, that's what you are doing because these are my thoughts. Feel free to comment on any what so ever at any time. And also I hope this brings some Realization to you as well as it has for me.